Suicide

I believe that suicide is not so much about someone wanting to kill him or herself. As it is a desperate attempt to escape their current situation in life.

Some do manage to change, while some retreat into substances or other addictions. Others will do the next closest thing to suicide and runaway cutting themselves off entirely from everything they know and their current world to try to start again somewhere new.

In this world or the next, may they find what they were looking for.

Chain of Knowledge

Finals time again and truthfully, sometimes it feels that all these classes and clinicals have come together nicely to form links in a chain of knowledge to be accessed when needed.
Then again other times, like when trying to take a test and accessing those links and chains of information. It feels like some deranged person has entered my mind with a set of bolt-cutters and annihilated those links.

Lost in Life

Almost forgot about blogging, although probably like most people who are excited about starting a new life and journey in school you get lost. All the sudden you are inundated with work, work and work. Not going to lie, school is kicking my ass and at times doubts creep in about finishing. It is fu***** hard all the work of graduate school.   

I could just go back to travel nursing with no rent or worries. Zero bills, free insurance and travel. That sounds wonderful…. Truthfully, travel nursing has some drawbacks. Like meeting people who become distant friends as soon as you take the next assignment. Or meeting someone you really care about and then they are gone.

Current stress 100%, travel nursing stress 90% less than that. What to do?